The ghosts from my past still haunts me, they linger in the dark I can see their shadows. I can feel their presence where ever I go. It’s like they are part of myself. The more I try to fight with them the more they come closer to me. They have created a hole inside me which can not be filled by anything in this world.
It is a feeling of numbness that I carry within me everyday.
It’s like a hole in the bottle shallowness
Emptiness ….. that can never be filled
No matter how hard you try to fill it with… but it always stays empty
Nothing happens like you want to, it’s like a paper in the wind…. wandering from place to place
Always ending up at the wrong places.
Life is full of word ‘Maybe’. Everyday I hear this word inside me, in my friends conversation, look on stranger’s face passing by wondering what life would be if this ‘maybe’ come true, perhaps my life would be differnt if I chose another path.
But we never think how much this word is causing damage inside us. We are so fixated on it, that we forget what we have.
In my opinion sometimes, we need to remind ourself to enjoy the simple things of life and remain content on what we have, because once there was a time in your life when you wanted all the things that you have right now.
The word ‘Joke’ always have significance in my life. To me life is nothing more than a joke. Because when you take your life seriously, it does not take you seriously. The more you try the more it slip away, like the desert sand the tighter you hold the more it slip away.
The one thing that I have learnt in past few years is that you have to ‘go with the flow’.
We all have longing in our hearts and unfulfilled desires. Some times in our solitude it make us to think about our cravings and how much we want them in our life and make us wonder how far we can go to have them in our life.
Some yearn for love, company of a friend, wealth and some wish the scars from their past to fade away.
I always find it difficult to be profound about something or some one. For me developing that kind of connection is difficult. As I always believe that everything that exists in this world is temporary so why waste time on some thing when you know that one day it will be gone? and the only thing you will be left with, is the hole in yourself.